yogi needy

the karmas are unending, as long as you are asking for things you dont need, help with things you should just surrender and release, you are trapped. there is no difference between living in beverly hills and swanking it with the money you've swindled from the suckers and living the ascetic existence of a yogi, if your still attached and requiring and demanding that the world needs to do things for you. the last thing a true seeker needs is help. its the solitary figure squeezing every drop of truth through the needles eye that brings one to the journeys end, not the one demanding that all he has is too important to leave and hey wheres all that agreement around my stuff and my wants and my needs, oh and by the way, i know what you should be doing instead of trying to get through that pin hole. let s be clear, there is no one out there. if you demand the universe bow to your desires and attachments, it will but you will be the one screaming with the pain of not being able to let go when the prize is in sight.there is no freedom in need and desire, just falseness and lies, lying to yourself and others that your on the path but that theres a few extras that you need help with before you can go there. just a few more things, a little money a job, a place to live a car a relationship a mantra a set of books the whole litany of the desire world, the nightmare land where you cant recognize whats not real, cause nothing is and you've convinced yourself that its all important. the self in full control, the false sense of whats real and the grasping fear that overtakes you when its threatened. the shopping cart stuffed in an alleyway is the riches of kings for all it means to some deluded being sure thats whats important, thats all that matters, and they will kill you if you look at it funny. dont underestimate the power of victim desire and demand, it rules the world. its not the conquerors that need control, its the conquered.