Saturday, August 19, 2017

envigorating

the meaning is lost
after a life given
perfectly

prepare

grounded and unswerving
we exist together
where none can endure

saint allegience

i write in every opening
i know the words
i use the ones
you told me

decay

the preserved remains
we become eventually
let life take it's course

connection

nothing i am
you are
without end

exister

i love you
my existing
is loving you

kismet

to find you alive
vibrant in this
distant enclave
beyond wonderful

be to be

none can even imagine
what it must be to be me
when everything else is being 
something else

true sad lies

the profit from
your fear
is greater than the 
military budgets for the 
4 largest countries in the world

resistance futile

to eliminate anxiety
imagine your required
death delayed

nature

i cannot say what is
true for you
but my being me
is indestructible

parents

not finishing what
was promised
good business ethics

renewal

my life wakes up
living again
every day

haven

to be living in LA
where there are no people
and there is snow every winter

remix

shut down the mind
relax and float downstream
it is not dying

complete

if life is worth
recording
then who needs words

self examine

last i checked
i am
is still valid

exist

your existence is
my existence
there is no other

when

not remembering the words 
or what people did
but
i remember
it was a good time

let go

unleash the being within
resolve all relinquishment
live free

thinking

when is thought a crime
when it leads to harm
please restrain your
thinking

undo

undoning again
over and over

born

new infinities beckon
at every turn
i blossom repeatedly

distance

the near effect
of distance
is being away

Friday, August 18, 2017

consumate

you have no idea
how intimate
our relationship
is

for you and me

i can conceptualize
paradise for all

misinformed

your concept of reality
is sideways twisted
into a helix
of pain

now please

whatever it takes
i do want to be
forgiven
still

proto-love

this life is my life
and i share it freely
for the lovers and 
protectors

the patience of time allows this

what remains of your
life once you are gone
is the measure 
of who you were

this love

your arrival is essential
without you we are one

language

i am writing things 
i cannot publish
no one could inderstsnd

lost future

we agree to eliminate
what we don't want
and kill everyone who oppose us
future fascism coming

selfing

no one can imagine
your nightmares
alone

restitution

each phase of life
is repeatable
with time

establishing

surrender now and live
or enjoy suffering

holding on

each moment
give and take
nothing can survive

policy

precisely exacting returns
where none are

alone

i have no other
this is the me i am

instagram

my instance 
existing
now with
you

loving

nothing is certain
rejoice living
love all

uncreate

this unrealized creation 
i am in
you are too

displace

you are 
tomorrows 
yesterday

journal eternal

would this be the
meaninglessness

blind

last tonight
blind alone
in love

trust

none can emotionalize
without love believing

belong

we are not alone 
with each other
together

my heart

i surrender
what i thought
to you

you

you are not here
except as myself

me

to be one
i am none

infinity drive

recursing into hyper-invide
we eliminate the weak force

universal love care

is there time to do
everything
i wanted to

See

i haven't been trying
to get you to stop
being so crazy
all the time

returned

this time was taken
by a need but
there was
gratitude

this love

none are lost without
love
you give without thought

let be

those i love
are unending 
with me

you

i remember your 
touch 
forever

elaborate

to be eventual
life is episodic
and transitory

surrealistic lovers

no one can be 
sure
but you keep
coming back
to me

none left

can you recognize
what you are
in me
i do

nothing seen

my heart displays
what is my divine love
the rest is erratic

letting

words describe
yet arrangement 
is art

missing magic

never on tour
even for love
without you

true you

my heart
your love
together

lasting

no one knows truth until
they fall into such a hole
nothing is left

life aliving

this word is living
with us here
the being within
all of us feeling
love

unilove

what is the purpose
of writing
there are several
but none as unique
to love you

calibrate

missed the opening
recovery and resubmitting
coordinates

asking

no one knows
what is asked
but you

persist

this life 
a throw
away from perfect
i'll keep trying

what

here is nothing beyond
the repetition of existence
except religious fervor

inkling

no imaginary sense
tells me what
you are

together

i imagine you alive beautiful
free
with me

unimaginable

i say what no one says 
yet not in any shape
one can imagine

endless

no end to the stream
of beings willing
no matter what

more

truth is 
more truth
isn't necessary

chances

you love to be
alive to have
the possibility
to love

granted

force is 
forgiveness
to love

me you

before you were me
i was you

findings

the elimination
of anything
is not 
recommended

unapproachable

no meaning approaches
truth
the curtain has hung

past a

my friends who demand
proof and analysis
my apologies
that's pretty much 
passe

post-mortem

my last moments 
yesterday
were peaceful

purple wage

just to survive
we should all be 
rewarded

waking dream

on the imaginary
approved poets
list

misdirect

examination yields
nothing
yet we look

re-life

my own life
unrealized
recreated
endlessly

Thursday, August 17, 2017

pretend

everything has no end
we are not transitory
nothing we know exists

rebirth

beyond life as we know it
there is the vast unknowable well
of unending creation

unattainable

to be comedic
to be funny
is my aspiration

uncoming

to realize shortcomings
examine the self
alive shortly

Wednesday, August 16, 2017

introspection

no being beyond the meaning
of this life of conscious awareness

karma

karma has no schedule
you live accordingly

makes

whatever you want
let that be 
what makes you

effort

to be you 
i see the effort 
that failure has 
wrought

apocalypse

there is only the end of 
imagining things and
having them imagined for you

fear

without a moment to decide
we are sent flying into fear
for our loved ones
still we do not fear for ourselves

let go

to be with you
i let go my heart
sweet love

reveal

i am trying
every chance i get
to reveal the
next layer

holds

nothing has no
hold on me
except when i
want something else

advise

i know my insanity well
i cannot tell everybody
but we're all family here

free

i am the end of what 
i wanted to be
now i just want
to be free

tracks

my last thought
exiting life
without care future or past
leaving skid marks

thank you

your heart sings
constantly i
listen and love
you

opened

my heart is alive
in every way
i suffer and smile
equally

win

the chance of being
alive in this place
with love

giving

to give love
i surrender choice
and outcome
share with me

desist

my existence is in question
yet there are comments
yet i persist

truth

nothing else matters
whatever you choose
this reality
is not the end

familial

executing survival mode
family week in 
pure love
wonderful

goodbye

nothing has no meaning
it's not about you
the end is near
time is dear
love

post misconception

freedom i mean 
freedom
for everyone

life

survival is real
everyday
life is precious

who

my own meaning escapes me
i haven't a thought to spare

hosed

emptied out from
the inside

unnatural you

no personal thing
matters nothing
remains

wolf

to be not published
didn't deter the
wolves

blinded

existing a moment
in the 
future

imagine

to be alive i
wonder what
that means

inter

every dimension 
has it's own
rules

honest

this cannot be
honestly

OHM

peaceful chanting
hurtling down I-5

fail

what emerges is the left overs
failed attempts
re-surging

meing

nothing is lost
nothing is gained
i cannot be what

can't explain

train

every rhythm creates
this experiences 
you perceive

encourage

my love is
given always to 
encourage the balance

cease

beyond love we
cease to exist

hate

there is no end to the
unforgiving hatred
for life

displacement

the equivalent of time
space enters unnaturally
protests abound

Saturday, August 5, 2017

finding

every intention needs a huge
energy from
me

beatling

and if there's anything
i can say
or anything i can do
just call on me
with love from me to you

battle

equal mass
zero gravity
bring it

entwined

from the start of everything
we fought
because the thought
of him being better
was impossible

infiltrate

what is come has no physical
you have to use a different
sense

leave

i can't so no so
pass away
to the other side
now

meeting

no interest she said
life is full already

new

i model for
creating love
everywhere

overcome

the traveling
awakening
going

re-animation

re-entry vehicle down
emergency action needed

give

this life
one given
held in my heart
forever