Wednesday, January 25, 2012

clambering up an unknown trail on the mountain

barely able to contain the fullness of joy and bliss i am carrying, feeling the stars behind the blueness and shiva within the lair of stones everywhere, boulders of granite and marble. i see the world spinning as i press feet up the stony trail. the sky is mottled with clouds that spread the shining sunlight into a brilliant haze. butterflies flit from thornbush to tree thorns and through the tall emperor grass. I see only green mantled hillside and flowers and lizards darting. where i am or going , i have no idea. I am at the base of an overhanging cliff face, covered in flowering vines, where silver monkeys roam, looking down on me. i feel the breeze of a coolish morning here, easing the leaves in a soft shushing wave. i am following a dry waterfall up the hillside, through brush 6 feet high. its still early morning and all is a cosmic dance inside me. i came alive this morning in the universal being, tremendous energy all night had been pressing from the inside out of me stirring and wobbling like a giant plastic bag filled with thick heavy jello. my head was filled to bursting but there was no relief as i sat through the night. this morning the dam broke and i was flooded with the radiance of the Self, pouring in and filling every cell and molecule of me. i glowed through the meditation. sitting beyond time and space, expanding beyond the end of the universe into the unmanifest energy creating everything. there in the paradox of the unmanifest manifesting i swam as in a golden river running through the unformed possibilities.hours later i emerged, the sky shining, my eyes lidded and lowered, stepping tenuously onto the porch, looking at the mountain of shiva and the world beyond.

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