who are you, why do you exist

who are you, why do you exist, what is true, real, what does it matter. these are all thoughts all thoughts have their source in perception of the senses, all senses are reflections of the divine form that cannot be perceived, so in the mind is the realization that all thought is corrupted, all is based on false data, all leads to doubt and self manufactured truths. all sense perception is a removal from the truth, everything outside of the body decays changes  is devoured by time. the seat of true perception, is the heart, it has no sense organ, it perceives truth directly, for it is within that all things are connected, without all things are separate. but in the heart there is the direct experience of truth of divine nature, of the reality that cannot be seen through the senses. in the heart, the universe exists as pure energy, traveling through the portal of this system, every system is a portal to the energy of creation and life. the heart is the electron, entrained with the pure electron of existence and always going through the same state as that particle no matter where it is. if connected or disconnected, because both are one and the same field, the field of existence, the field of potential and manifested creation. once in the field of potential as all existence is, then forever connected to that unmanifest state. from this all comes and so all is linked without any physical connection. everything is in a realized state of potentiality. from this state the form decays slowly back to that unrealized potentiality. it is not permanent, nothing is permanent, but everything is changing constantly, because the state of realization is dependent on the consciousness that realizes it. the nature of the system that is consciously or unconsciously manifesting its form. in this state, the physical, things are more solid, more fixed by nature so there is more energy used to realize a form, and likewise the idea of permanence is relative to the length of memory and concentration of the consciousness. to hold a form takes a state of perfection, that enables the form to stay realized. the single pointedness of that concentration is difficult for the consciousness to maintain as everything around it is in a flux of change, the mind can realize a state of awareness, a state of consciousness more easily than it can maintain a form. so its best to hold your state and not your form, the form is dependent on so many factors, but consciousness is all internal and all the elements of its existence can be held internally. to exist is to declare your intention to be alive, to interact with the universe from a shell of the universal reflection of truth, not as truth itself, for that is what being alive is, a seeking of that truth and the insatiable need to become one with the permanent, the unchanging, the atman of our one true nature, indivisible and forever ours.