the process of giving and taking

the process of giving and taking, both imply the control of the giver and the taker, both are the action of the ego. giving thrusts the gift upon the receiver, it implies the status of the two parties involved, one having and one not, a judgemental action, also taking has no grace, it forces the action, one takes when one cannot resist or must due to the pressure of the situation. in the universe we are not given, for there is plenty everywhere and nothing is given to anyone, any individual, rather all is offered as a plant offers its flower or a tree its fruit, who or when or if receives it is not the action rather the perfect nature of the moment is preserved as all things proceed without any expectations. and what is the process the perfect fulfillment of the offering? acceptance, to experience gratitude and wonder for the bountiful nature of existence and the grace of the supreme provider that all should be present when it is perfectly provided. there is nothing the individual can do to create this perfection for it already is present and exists everywhere. these lives these experiences each and every finite breath is the blessing of creation and the creator the sustaining force of the Mother and the possession of Kali that returns all to the endless primordial state from which we are imagined and brought emptied once more to consciousness and the unreal awareness of the mind, and the connection of the heart where nothing before could be. nothing we can imagine within our tiny brains is real, there is only the constant digression of form and interaction of the three forces of embodied awareness, time space and consciousness, each existing in pure infinity and inexpressible yet in their finite nature the very limitations of human existence, the samskaras of awareness through which all life is formed. where the skin meets the atmosphere we become alive and think that existence is the reality of our experience, yet we are the air and the skin and all that combined and beyond the interface of all things we are the one heart, mind, soul, consciousness that has no consciousness or feeling or thought, that is light without darkness and endless night bereft of stars or destination. the oneness, offers, the unending infinity of form accepts and in that action we become and division emanates from every particle expressing the gratitude of love, the connection to the supreme expressing its infinite self through each and every finite part.