karma, the wheel, the millstone rolling

karma, the wheel, the millstone rolling inexorably in its mechanical rotation, crushing all that is placed in its path. from this the wheat is turned to flour and the flour turned to bread and food is eaten and life continues so that more wheat can be planted and tended and harvested, for eons and generations throughout time and place. we have no choice for food must be eaten to live and we must live in order to produce food. but what else is there, food and water, certainly some semblance of family to help with the labor and produce more family and protect what is produced and from this whole civilisations are constructed, and as they grow so too does the appetite and the desire increase. now evolved into beings of great civilised manner and privilege, we have becomes slaves to our technologies and live ordered and patterned lives in order to reap the fruits of others labors. transportation and marketing and clothes and products beyond description fill our lives, and what is it we want, what is it that chains us to our existence. Desire, attachment, need, the pillars of the senses, to have what we want, to experience again and again that which creates pleasure, to feel the rush of  synapses flowing with serotonin and endorphins, our lives become the chase after security and splendor, more wealth and power so we can live beyond all others. even the poorest want and the richest covet, for what is worth more, peace or plenty, since neither seems to exist with the other. even when they do it becomes a struggle to be satisfied with what we had yesterday again today, more and different but the same for change would bring uncertainty and what would that mean for our continued flow of having and hoarding and protecting. all is the play of the divine as each and every wants everything they want and will try harder and harder to keep that feeling alive. and come the day when the body collapses and the soul is released to return to the lower astral plane to reflect upon the life lived and what is there but the attachments and desires and regrets and hatred and fear and loss and continuous feelings of  wanting over and over until there is another body there to enter and return to the world that cannot end. the world of the wheel of karma, that which we are attached to brings us back to reattach and re experience life after life after life. in the lower astral you cannot rise above, release your desires or change your energy, all you imagine is created before you and you are lost in the dreams of what you want and fear and desire, all is like living except nothing can change there, only in the physical can these attachments be worked through and released. if you are dedicated, single pointed in your determination and secure enough to release all control over the process you may in this life attain some realization and go beyond all attachments.become disconnected from all physical desires and fears, realize you are the eternal being and not the physical form, then when you do release the form and go to the lower astral, you will be free to attain the higher astral vibrations of universal light energy being  love, the source of truth that flows through the physical into the finite separateness of physical existence but exists in its pure radiant eternal existence in the the higher realms. only when all physical attachments are gone can this be achieved and the cycle of rebirth finally ended. become the one being inexhaustable, irreducible, birthless and deathless and let all things go, then die in this life while your living, consciously end all attachment to desire, before death comes to your body so that in death, nothing grasps you nothing pulls you back to the world of samskaras.