the world likes to play

the world likes to play with the mind and before you realize its all make believe you're 30 years along and the children are grown and retirement is looming and what is left from all that you accomplished is thin comfort for the fear of what life remains and the flesh corrupts. to know the field of human existence is the beginning of the journey, to have sunk into the fleshy membrane and the slow gestation of human existence is the first ten thousand years, the life of the human animal with the senses of the beast and the vital of the unwavering hunger, developing the minds eye to perfect the tuning of the muscle with the means and the desire. Mating and social climbing, bonding and participation in the feats of bravery and chance all create a world of vital insistence and self destroying failure and depravity, obsessions and compulsions, and brief periods of lucidity and calm that all too swiftly only emphasize the despair and destruction of all that one has worked for. fear is the master and below fear is mindless addiction. each and everyone is blessed with love but all is deformed in the physical realm, there is no end to the travesties performed for love, every heart takes a beating and none are unscathed in this traumatic existence. every soul is covered with the pain and the likely experience of more as time moves on. we fear and we do not allow the darkness to descend , life is the act of holding off the darkness , the unknown, the unexperienced and as that weight crushes it becomes the creator of the present. in the void, there is the light so pure that it blinds, to know this life has no purchase on the soul, has only the resolution of the karmas accumulated, that to face the insistent darkness we eat it and shed only light, for the soul is the destroyer of the dark and the bringer of the light. all acts of bravery are this, all examples of compassion and sacrifice, the facing of a fear of a possessed self letting go the desire and acting from a higher plane. each heart endures and none can ever die, but each falters at the edge of the endless cliffs and fears the human sense of ending, of destruction of all that has been and the loss of what seem to be.examine the deepest hidden self and know it is you, it is the souls return and meeting it recognizes the seeking child hidden in fear and awaiting reunion and love with the only being that it has ever known and can ever be one with. in that moment, truth removes all doubt and lingering past, bringing this instant of knowing the self fully into all moments and even what was becomes now and joined with all possibilities to become what is and always will be, here present and forever one.