examine the self

examine the self, the interior being, the one that is controlling your world, that has a direct connection to your mental, vital and physical beings. imagine you are not that being but another being, one silent and hidden from the rest. place yourself in that being, notice the inner stillness and silence, the calm amidst the rancor and frenzy of the others. witness the mental vital and physical beings within you and imagine them all as unruly children bent on their own selfish paths, each fighting with the others for a chance to play with the human machine. examine the human system and its centers of control, the physical that operates largely unconsciously, using an immense amount of the brain to control the machinery of the system, the vital, the passionate desirous one that is both irrational child and uncontrollable adult wanting needing the feeling of the machine operating with full capacity like driving a sports car careening wildly down a winding road, laughing with fearful delight at every danger. the mental, the thinker and decider, the philosopher and the master, the uncontrollable talker and judger of everything, imaginer of all fears and the creator of expectation and outcomes beyond counting. behind all of this there is a presence, a radiance of acceptance and dispassion, the untouchable being that has no fear or desire, that merely awaits each undivine action or thought or feeling and watches how the system responds, waiting infinitely patiently for an opening. what opening? the opening to a divine force, to the surrender of the uncontrolled selves, each separately but in consorted fashion to a higher power that stops the mind, quiets the vital and stills the physical, and in that moment the divine unhindered and in subtle fashion emerges from the background and releases the light of divine aspiration to the human heart. in that single beat of the human heart, the divine enters the three systems as a new element that acts as a catalyst to transform each from its own disruptive and combative actions and reactions to a harmonious trio of loving partners, each willing to work for the divine first and the human second. the mind focuses on the purpose and service to bring about more harmony, more connection to the divine will, the physical heals its toxic habits and develops positive enriching practices, the vital refuses its self indulgence in fear and desire, lust and anger and turns all into the engine of aspiration to merge with, to enjoy the elixir of divine love in every way possible.what the final result may be is not important, for the emerging being will be the shape and form of the divine will, the instrument for divine work, the vessel strong and plastic to the divine direction and plan. while the transformation may take time, it is a thing decreed if one is in the presence of the carrier the source the channel of divine love in physical form. once transformed the system can proceed to expand the spiritual being even in the absence of the physical manifestation of the divine and connect directly to the source the love,  Mothers infinite power to create to sustain and to bring perfect harmony to the emergence of the internal joy to a celebration of the ananda in everything and everyone around you.