definitely enjoying the life here

 definitely enjoying the life here and my settlement back into the Divine Shakti Mandir, life with the highest order of dynamic energy and pure universal love. i do realize that im at the intersection of some unbounded precipice and at each step dangle forth another part of me to plunge or fly im not sure but there is little ground ahead and oceans of billowing clouds layered through a world of pure existence primordial and unformed, being created by the very act of plunging through the billowing membrane. what remains of the past is not as tangible as the wisps of blowing moisture and the present looms with the force of nothing the essence before manifested being. we embark upon a new plane of existence flying today to New York for a 6 day interaction with the followers of the divine force who are gathered there. those who followed Simran a thousand years ago have returned along with her, to complete that which was left unfinished in that life, where she had brought them all to the door of the garden before dropping her physical form, now they are back clamoring at the gates, waiting as they all said they would for as long as was needed, and in this life all have returned, all have reassembled unknowingly until this time, gathered as friends and families all drifting in the high ether of divine nature interacting with the profane, artists and musicians, designers and inventors, the very peak experiences of the divine in human cloth, but all waiting for the spark, the familiar breadth and expansive force that has been their truth through tens of lives lived since. in the year 1111 in the british isles, the lady did come and the stones foretold her return, but none would leave her to this doomed and dismal life and the sickness of the earth was too much for her frail and delicate form. now the children of the emerald isles have gathered on the far shore of the world and she is returned to them and each rejoices in their heart not understanding what is this great and divine opening each is sharing and how its possible that in a few months all lives have changed and all past thoughts are let go and only the light shines so perfectly from the west. i cannot explain it better than this but we are the ones returned and this the last time for who can know how many millenia would pass before this light of such love and grace would descend. i am humbled by the truth and grateful to participate to bring her, to be the light bearer, the prophet of her coming and the resonance of her words, for as she talks, the universe is created and what was dark becomes a brilliant light and what nighttime fears and terror bloom into unwavering trust and strength. is any left behind who would see in her their own true love and the true love that all can share without clinging or jealous fever, but rather openly worshiping without any idea why but only that it is so absolutely right and perfect to be on your knees before the beauty and divine truth that shines perfectly and unending from her endless form. revelation of the divine within pour from each heart that she touches and she touches all that come before her with an open heart and she gives them the freedom to fly with heart wings across a world filled with love and know in their own lives forever only love would remain.

its not enough to be on this journey, sometimes you must serve all those who are traveling also, and i have found that is my role, the conductor, mendicant, purveyor of the truth on the midnight train to unending devotion and love. i have shoes to polish and bags to load, hearts to uplift and tickets to distribute. i have no real purpose but there is always work to be done and this the perfect place to do it. i love to be with you all in your hearts as you spend these golden days each filled with the love of the earth and soul and heart placing none greater that the love that you experience and truth that you know flows from a life lived and done and now released to become the home of daily chores and sharing, embracing love and delight.