rain almost, heat above 100 F

rain almost, heat above 100 F, good day for the pool and AC, but i havent, instead, climb the mountain, meditate beyond awareness, decentralize consciousness, expand and cleanse the chakras. there is no end to the work or the play or the practice or the will to be. what is weather or time or preference in the face of the infinite opening. what is a break or vacation from the truth. there is nothing but this, the days become nights and the nights days, sleep is a change of consciousness, a perfected realm of non sequential processing, an alternative modality of the body/being connection, the unconscious becomes the channel to the unknowable truth. what is understood limits everything, and eliminates nothing. beyond knowing, understanding, thinking, the state of organic merger with inorganic being, the unbecoming of the self, the loss of identity and connection. phased phenomenonic immersion into being, becoming one and then none and then all no one. no part is a piece of nothing and nothing is apart. what is left is what remains. after the crucible of fire and the ocean of being consume all, there is nothing, and that is what is left. beyond the universe of you, the door prize of nothing, you get that and theres a big let down, everything you thought as yours is gone. the first step past the last gate never stops falling through emptiness.eventually the falling becomes floating or resting, theres nothing to judge by. but the blank horizons continue eternally and everything is flat. awareness is unending, beyond everything, where only nothing remains. the heat on the body, the sweat and ache, thirst and hunger, are literally removed. the moment stops forever. here the thought of you seems ludicrous and false even as the emptiness is true. what you are disappears but remains invisible in the transparency of light shining through eternity, never stopping, shifting from the emptiness and clarity to the fullness and density of the bedrocked manifested physical universe, set like an eggshell around the infinite being. deeply diving down and down the stripping away of the layers of existence continues until only the shining ray of truth is released and joins the same light from the instant of beginning to the end of nothing.