speciality

I probably use toilet paper
more often
then I use my mind
I mean not reacting
not reflexing
but actively using my mind
What I do
I recognize I am
an inhabitant
born into
an unfamiliar body
spending years getting used to it
growing into this body
then being enclosed
by the tribe,
the earth,
the species.
Everything spreads, infects
as much as possible
to exist
yet i exist
not really
but as a meat robot
with consciousness inhabiting
Awareness empties
everything