findings

to be foresaken
in a foreign land
is not the issue

memory

having your friendship meant everything
now the gap is filled
with love 

let go

your appreciation of my
understanding why you feel you are not real
this is the end of who you thought you are

lies

to examine the end of who we are
there is nothing left of what
we thought we are

pattern

purge and repeat
until done
we await
your transition

delays

waiting becomes endless
being everywhere
we become one

settlement

love finds you 
alone and desperate
relax things are
being arranged

hopeless

nothing i knew 
ever created 
something new 
we are not
children

settle why

the imagination creates 
what we want
but life has the floor
who wins 
loses

unceremonious

to unbelieve would be
more difficult
now

TRD

still reveling in two day old tofu curry
cold exploding in my mouth five minutes after eating it
Red Dot Amazing

alignment

to be revealed amongst
the hidden
uncovers everything

motivation

tomorrow we can try again
i guess
after all
we got pretty close

tyranny

the word is unleashed
none repent and all must
suffer what their fears are
hopefully

lost

absent within the form
i become lost and
imagine myself different

nothing you imagine

my umbrella stretches widely
shielding the growth of love
in every heart

recipe

don't heat the madness
let it simmer

service

maybe it's good

cold

focus

i post within souls
not bytes

21st century

we share the schizophrenia equally
who we are is shut off from
what we are

coping

my madness invades and infects and normalizes
the suffering that's coming

never before

my last reason for ending
what i am was lost
in the transition
we are all the children before we changed

requirements

required PSA's
but i don't mind
my thinking
never stops

take a moment

your number one contact in the
community is your local police officer
he is there to assist you
ask him your question
respect his reasons

perimeter

without money for police departments
and their allegiance to their neighborhood
there will be blood on the streets

leavings

all contaminants gone
the forsaken
forgotten

health

i seek the reishi mushroom pure

prayer

no one is spared the indignity
of death
some are granted quick

mental

myself i am a victim of
what i have become
the unnaturalization of life

petrified

has anything i said
mattered in your life?
am i truly beyond expressing
knowing nothing

feel

you release me and i return
it's my emptiness needing

IRL

the universe beyond facebook
knows me well enough
it shouldn't be hard to meet

pre-cognition

the immensity of what i do
and what i am planning to do
are very small indeed

mystified

whatever i write the light
obscures as necessary

hanging on

what i am is no leverage
in this space we are
alone

the path

do not be afraid to transform
it is much easier than evolution

flee now

this life the opportunity exists
in these years left
the divine seeks you
ceaselessly

languishing

required by the soul of love
we come to life and flourish and die
repeatedly without waiver
no matter unless
there is intervention

sensing

nonsense in
no
sense
means anything

aliving

to sustain delight after awakening
one must have attachments

victimism

myself i am a victim of
what i have become
the unnaturalization of life

question

has anything i said
mattered in your life?
this is not a question

lemming

you release me and i return
it's my emptiness needing

UBF

the universe beyond facebook
knows me well enough
it shouldn't be hard to meet

re-examine

the immensity of what i do
and what i am planning to do
are very small indeed

surface

whatever i write the light
obscures as necessary

fear

when is not safe
safe enough