bealizing

i celebrate my unknowability
each succession of existence
must evolve unseen
until it's ready

divine love

just a blessing
thank you
i am the force
given

butterfly

your unbounding nature releases
all energy and delights everthing

future pasting

i love you man
but in  there
there is no sky
you've got to believe me
please

quebeing

i become immersed in the
unnatural reality around me
what is real i cannot question

post partum

to be in love
we spend our lives
given unthinking
ever again

beyond feeling

though there is
no torment
my being
feels the waves

cause

extreme sensitivity to
delight
inhibits

ready

the last we talked
you mentioned the
yoga we could try
let's

sliding

slides off my mind
like sloppy bacon
off a grill
hung down

interfere

am i interfering with your life
just now
i know i demand a lot
of attention

tomorrow now

our last possible solution
is LOVE
the rest is just resistance

foundling

the exits were indistinct
i wandered lost
forever
until you came

tribe

my respect for everyone who can read
there is a world without words
let us not extinction bound

treatment

a post-announcement announcement
after all digits are wigets
and easy to find
nothing has happened
but things decline 

being

we are
the one way we are
because we are

throttling

i live to stress the stress points
and survive
though it seems
soon
to say that

fear

to be alive
we come naked
to suffer
and are so in love
when it does not come

loving

to elaborate upon a familiar theme
one we know cannot exist
without our love

knewing

my own imagination eludes
me i imagine we
would know this
already

normally

the perfect instrument to manifest reality
the linchpin of the pyramid
collapses

hierarchy

remembrances are the past
assisting in the future
not a future themselves

writing

when words hit the screen
each letter gleaming
there is no end to it

together

this step in time the place
we agreed we would meet
now we are becoming
acquainted at last

ending

your nature as my love
is never ending we love
each other endlessly

release

released from the mind
the heart aches with love
we are searching always

imagine

no one imagines me
i write this often
because it's true

post life

i speak of myself as already dead
though i live on
instead

doomed

the life of the suffering lover
that has no end to the task
to love without end
until their last

friends

what you know i am
we can agree on
and maybe be friends
again

go

your brain on love
letting go thinking
please

therapy

therapy working 

self removal procedure #32

achieved limited success

HAL

we are released without question
none are kept beyond their measure
we require all to submit to the 
HAL 009 synchronicity exam quarterly

realizing

i am the embodiment
you created
to be you becoming the
embodiment of me

learning

a man can be happy with a classroom
or be trapped inside wanting
something
to be free

dust

a dinginess descends upon life
when those in power crush it

ahoy

no emptiness surrounds me
i feel free in every way
what matters most is the feeling
of direction

world

what remains of this world
is
the kindness you give

disagree

my reservation
your faith
disastrous 

prologue

to conform
align
disagree or not
we suffer and die

worried

nothing imaginable is
more likely
now

waking

the experience of
being arranged like
lawn chairs
unending

together

no one of us
can do everything
we do together

forgetful

to realize the understanding established
is lost without some
way to remember
who we were

love

what you brought me
i never knew would
change every part of me

your life

the examination of being would never
be so far split without the reason
you came we know now
the life is loved more

entrance

i felt the beat pushing against me here
not to fear but be enveloped
i swung in the mayhem

hope

to arrange things
ahead of time
we all wish we could

answer

what i imagine becomes your
answer we have a loss of connection
we can't remember
but we do

lifeing

the monster will suck you in
it will be pleasurable
we are the sense of ending

fantasy

to postulate life
we live as if
endlessly we would
survive

just concern

i examined exactly
what you told me
and there was nothing
are you feeling alright
are you having trouble
with your meds

we are

even now i can't tell
you anything
who i am or
what you are

re-live me

the innards of the town lacks
a life everything is
asphalt and concrete
we suffer from lack of love

love

the nomenclature of my understanding
is that love has no end you
are not ever what you
think you are

extreme vetting

to be faceless eraseless
we imagine what we were
before we were profiled

pure line

nothing else matters
we are the one
that is endless

fear

we become the animal unless
we seek the divine

dream

sailboats shooting
the breeze
we are that 

this hard love

to speak i am not the speaker
there is another who calls to you
respond as you see fit

divorced

to be love
i am nothing
we are the emptiness filled

reason

we never know if we are the reason
or if some other reason is why we are

life

nothing ever endures
all the good stuff changes
it's maddening

audit

i know at some point
i had cataloged everything
and was done with that
but i can't remember anything
about that now

praise be

i just got a continuation
of this years revelations

decision

if you knew what was true
what would you do

most important

post-turbulence
when all this BS clears
will we be able to create the world
we really want
that love
is the most important

conduit

nothing i repeat
nothing is given
everything is taken

my share

the share i own
being one human
alive surviving

disbelief in economics

this moment has been exalted
though marked down due
to holidays sale slump

restriction

sensitivity is usually
serotonin
driven our hormones
driving the vehicle

what's so

even the only outcome
could possibly happen
happened
so what

consciousness

the possibility to experience
temporally
every dimensional
outcome

resistance

the contrariness
the flagging ambitions
we are the end of what is true 

living

what i am i don't have words
there are layers we inhabit
we become the next layer
i want to be free

sleep

homeless at home
away in the manger
of self
this bed conspires to
end you

birthday

67 november's pass
like the last bit
of emptiness
left

climbing

cataclysm is the nature of extreme
mountaineering everyday in harness
is death having it's chance

scared

my last remaining thoughts as the world overwhelmed
my psychic nature
who the fuck am i

this happened

you imagined you were here
and saw what could be and woke
up at home in the past
where nothing remained

tomorrow

elements of the new regime
we are being prepared
for service
do not be afraid

removed

nothing you create is what
you are
you reflect the truth
and feel the separation 

hard

my life
hardcore love
to find who loves
and what is loved
and love is what

loves

is there a reason we
don't agree but think
we love each other
i do

life

what i had no control of
is who i now am

spinning

allow me to not think
of love as the absolute
and i will agree with you

thanks

what i am not
you are
gratitude

PKD

when you notice it
happening to you
it's PKD time

now

this is the moment
we wanted
it to be
we are one

belovenow

your only becoming is absent
in the midst of everything
work love relationship
oh and responsibility
love what exists
you are that

wanting

this is my heart alone
and such love
is everywhere
i want only love
everywhere

penetrate

there is a new low
and below that
there is nothing
i am that

explain

who i am i was not
this isn't working
we need to talk

good bye

every new writing i guess will appear here
i did enjoy the freedom for
 that which will not be named

ends

i am completely blacklisted on facebook
there is no end to the ends

rememory

memories driving becoming
different more distant
the less imagined the better

living

to live alive outside the confines
cannot be imagined
it must be lived

resist

the normal is abnormal
now excessive resistance is
enough

spinning

don't want to put this
bluntly but everything
is unraveling 

prepare

in my impassioned moments
i see clearly what awaits
express your true feelings
for everything

requirements

to qualify you must be
unfit for any other service

meaning

this accomplishment
means nothing
changing peoples lives
creates the suffering
they want to end

being

what i notice is the unlimited amount
of negativity and fear
yet a restricted allowance for love

missed year to date

haven't missed a beat
since Christmas
oh wait
it's almost
thanksgiving

finding

love is what my heart requires
there is no substitute

enlightened

emerging from what seemed unending depths
i breathe for the first time
in ages

belief

some believe communication is necessary
others
it's unavoidable

the revolution

tremendously over privileged we are
unlikely candidates for survival