findings

to be foresaken
in a foreign land
is not the issue

memory

having your friendship meant everything
now the gap is filled
with love 

let go

your appreciation of my
understanding why you feel you are not real
this is the end of who you thought you are

lies

to examine the end of who we are
there is nothing left of what
we thought we are

pattern

purge and repeat
until done
we await
your transition

delays

waiting becomes endless
being everywhere
we become one

settlement

love finds you 
alone and desperate
relax things are
being arranged

hopeless

nothing i knew 
ever created 
something new 
we are not
children

settle why

the imagination creates 
what we want
but life has the floor
who wins 
loses

unceremonious

to unbelieve would be
more difficult
now

TRD

still reveling in two day old tofu curry
cold exploding in my mouth five minutes after eating it
Red Dot Amazing

alignment

to be revealed amongst
the hidden
uncovers everything

motivation

tomorrow we can try again
i guess
after all
we got pretty close

tyranny

the word is unleashed
none repent and all must
suffer what their fears are
hopefully

lost

absent within the form
i become lost and
imagine myself different

nothing you imagine

my umbrella stretches widely
shielding the growth of love
in every heart

recipe

don't heat the madness
let it simmer

service

maybe it's good

cold

focus

i post within souls
not bytes

21st century

we share the schizophrenia equally
who we are is shut off from
what we are

coping

my madness invades and infects and normalizes
the suffering that's coming

never before

my last reason for ending
what i am was lost
in the transition
we are all the children before we changed

requirements

required PSA's
but i don't mind
my thinking
never stops

take a moment

your number one contact in the
community is your local police officer
he is there to assist you
ask him your question
respect his reasons

perimeter

without money for police departments
and their allegiance to their neighborhood
there will be blood on the streets

leavings

all contaminants gone
the forsaken
forgotten

health

i seek the reishi mushroom pure

prayer

no one is spared the indignity
of death
some are granted quick

mental

myself i am a victim of
what i have become
the unnaturalization of life

petrified

has anything i said
mattered in your life?
am i truly beyond expressing
knowing nothing

feel

you release me and i return
it's my emptiness needing

IRL

the universe beyond facebook
knows me well enough
it shouldn't be hard to meet

pre-cognition

the immensity of what i do
and what i am planning to do
are very small indeed

mystified

whatever i write the light
obscures as necessary

hanging on

what i am is no leverage
in this space we are
alone

the path

do not be afraid to transform
it is much easier than evolution

flee now

this life the opportunity exists
in these years left
the divine seeks you
ceaselessly

languishing

required by the soul of love
we come to life and flourish and die
repeatedly without waiver
no matter unless
there is intervention

sensing

nonsense in
no
sense
means anything

aliving

to sustain delight after awakening
one must have attachments

victimism

myself i am a victim of
what i have become
the unnaturalization of life

question

has anything i said
mattered in your life?
this is not a question

lemming

you release me and i return
it's my emptiness needing

UBF

the universe beyond facebook
knows me well enough
it shouldn't be hard to meet

re-examine

the immensity of what i do
and what i am planning to do
are very small indeed

surface

whatever i write the light
obscures as necessary

fear

when is not safe
safe enough

bealizing

i celebrate my unknowability
each succession of existence
must evolve unseen
until it's ready

divine love

just a blessing
thank you
i am the force
given

butterfly

your unbounding nature releases
all energy and delights everthing

future pasting

i love you man
but in  there
there is no sky
you've got to believe me
please

quebeing

i become immersed in the
unnatural reality around me
what is real i cannot question

post partum

to be in love
we spend our lives
given unthinking
ever again

beyond feeling

though there is
no torment
my being
feels the waves

cause

extreme sensitivity to
delight
inhibits

ready

the last we talked
you mentioned the
yoga we could try
let's

sliding

slides off my mind
like sloppy bacon
off a grill
hung down

interfere

am i interfering with your life
just now
i know i demand a lot
of attention

tomorrow now

our last possible solution
is LOVE
the rest is just resistance

foundling

the exits were indistinct
i wandered lost
forever
until you came

tribe

my respect for everyone who can read
there is a world without words
let us not extinction bound

treatment

a post-announcement announcement
after all digits are wigets
and easy to find
nothing has happened
but things decline 

being

we are
the one way we are
because we are

throttling

i live to stress the stress points
and survive
though it seems
soon
to say that

fear

to be alive
we come naked
to suffer
and are so in love
when it does not come

loving

to elaborate upon a familiar theme
one we know cannot exist
without our love

knewing

my own imagination eludes
me i imagine we
would know this
already

normally

the perfect instrument to manifest reality
the linchpin of the pyramid
collapses

hierarchy

remembrances are the past
assisting in the future
not a future themselves

writing

when words hit the screen
each letter gleaming
there is no end to it

together

this step in time the place
we agreed we would meet
now we are becoming
acquainted at last

ending

your nature as my love
is never ending we love
each other endlessly

release

released from the mind
the heart aches with love
we are searching always

imagine

no one imagines me
i write this often
because it's true

post life

i speak of myself as already dead
though i live on
instead

doomed

the life of the suffering lover
that has no end to the task
to love without end
until their last

friends

what you know i am
we can agree on
and maybe be friends
again

go

your brain on love
letting go thinking
please

therapy

therapy working 

self removal procedure #32

achieved limited success

HAL

we are released without question
none are kept beyond their measure
we require all to submit to the 
HAL 009 synchronicity exam quarterly

realizing

i am the embodiment
you created
to be you becoming the
embodiment of me

learning

a man can be happy with a classroom
or be trapped inside wanting
something
to be free

dust

a dinginess descends upon life
when those in power crush it

ahoy

no emptiness surrounds me
i feel free in every way
what matters most is the feeling
of direction

world

what remains of this world
is
the kindness you give

disagree

my reservation
your faith
disastrous 

prologue

to conform
align
disagree or not
we suffer and die

worried

nothing imaginable is
more likely
now

waking

the experience of
being arranged like
lawn chairs
unending

together

no one of us
can do everything
we do together

forgetful

to realize the understanding established
is lost without some
way to remember
who we were

love

what you brought me
i never knew would
change every part of me

your life

the examination of being would never
be so far split without the reason
you came we know now
the life is loved more

entrance

i felt the beat pushing against me here
not to fear but be enveloped
i swung in the mayhem

hope

to arrange things
ahead of time
we all wish we could

answer

what i imagine becomes your
answer we have a loss of connection
we can't remember
but we do

lifeing

the monster will suck you in
it will be pleasurable
we are the sense of ending

fantasy

to postulate life
we live as if
endlessly we would
survive

just concern

i examined exactly
what you told me
and there was nothing
are you feeling alright
are you having trouble
with your meds

we are

even now i can't tell
you anything
who i am or
what you are

re-live me

the innards of the town lacks
a life everything is
asphalt and concrete
we suffer from lack of love

love

the nomenclature of my understanding
is that love has no end you
are not ever what you
think you are

extreme vetting

to be faceless eraseless
we imagine what we were
before we were profiled

pure line

nothing else matters
we are the one
that is endless

fear

we become the animal unless
we seek the divine

dream

sailboats shooting
the breeze
we are that 

this hard love

to speak i am not the speaker
there is another who calls to you
respond as you see fit

divorced

to be love
i am nothing
we are the emptiness filled

reason

we never know if we are the reason
or if some other reason is why we are

life

nothing ever endures
all the good stuff changes
it's maddening

audit

i know at some point
i had cataloged everything
and was done with that
but i can't remember anything
about that now

praise be

i just got a continuation
of this years revelations

decision

if you knew what was true
what would you do

most important

post-turbulence
when all this BS clears
will we be able to create the world
we really want
that love
is the most important

conduit

nothing i repeat
nothing is given
everything is taken

my share

the share i own
being one human
alive surviving

disbelief in economics

this moment has been exalted
though marked down due
to holidays sale slump

restriction

sensitivity is usually
serotonin
driven our hormones
driving the vehicle

what's so

even the only outcome
could possibly happen
happened
so what

consciousness

the possibility to experience
temporally
every dimensional
outcome

resistance

the contrariness
the flagging ambitions
we are the end of what is true 

living

what i am i don't have words
there are layers we inhabit
we become the next layer
i want to be free

sleep

homeless at home
away in the manger
of self
this bed conspires to
end you

birthday

67 november's pass
like the last bit
of emptiness
left

climbing

cataclysm is the nature of extreme
mountaineering everyday in harness
is death having it's chance

scared

my last remaining thoughts as the world overwhelmed
my psychic nature
who the fuck am i

this happened

you imagined you were here
and saw what could be and woke
up at home in the past
where nothing remained

tomorrow

elements of the new regime
we are being prepared
for service
do not be afraid

removed

nothing you create is what
you are
you reflect the truth
and feel the separation 

hard

my life
hardcore love
to find who loves
and what is loved
and love is what

loves

is there a reason we
don't agree but think
we love each other
i do

life

what i had no control of
is who i now am

spinning

allow me to not think
of love as the absolute
and i will agree with you

thanks

what i am not
you are
gratitude

PKD

when you notice it
happening to you
it's PKD time

now

this is the moment
we wanted
it to be
we are one

belovenow

your only becoming is absent
in the midst of everything
work love relationship
oh and responsibility
love what exists
you are that

wanting

this is my heart alone
and such love
is everywhere
i want only love
everywhere

penetrate

there is a new low
and below that
there is nothing
i am that

explain

who i am i was not
this isn't working
we need to talk

good bye

every new writing i guess will appear here
i did enjoy the freedom for
 that which will not be named

ends

i am completely blacklisted on facebook
there is no end to the ends

rememory

memories driving becoming
different more distant
the less imagined the better

living

to live alive outside the confines
cannot be imagined
it must be lived

resist

the normal is abnormal
now excessive resistance is
enough

spinning

don't want to put this
bluntly but everything
is unraveling 

prepare

in my impassioned moments
i see clearly what awaits
express your true feelings
for everything

requirements

to qualify you must be
unfit for any other service

meaning

this accomplishment
means nothing
changing peoples lives
creates the suffering
they want to end

being

what i notice is the unlimited amount
of negativity and fear
yet a restricted allowance for love

missed year to date

haven't missed a beat
since Christmas
oh wait
it's almost
thanksgiving

finding

love is what my heart requires
there is no substitute

enlightened

emerging from what seemed unending depths
i breathe for the first time
in ages

belief

some believe communication is necessary
others
it's unavoidable

the revolution

tremendously over privileged we are
unlikely candidates for survival

peculiarities

to enliven the party
the death was brought out
relieving matters

mystery

this consciousness lives
within memories
of who
we used to be
what am i

beyond

no one knows what
was the reason
everyone died
and suffered
even longer

post memorial

to be alive
without memories
alone
connected
realized

synchronize

whatever you do
i do
we all do together

beyond

what i don't know
i can't ever know
but i submit
i know everything

going now

i haven't even listened
to you this is what
we can do
let's do this

growing

is this the new height of whats
wrong what are we
 i can't imagine this

perceiving

nothing i know exists
because u don't
i can't say why

please

we are not knowing who we are
now there is a revision
what we are

freedom

whatever you imagined
gone
lost turned to ash
drowned
crushed

soliloquy

i think i got
jock itch
from my sourdough
starter
i know how that sounds
but no
it's science

awaken

the times the tides the temperatures the winds the plates
rattling we are a universe of one
us we are it

disasters

my initial response is lies
and heroics everywhere
no tragedy suffers more

erasure

no  wonder
we can't remember
what isn't happening

post PRE-Apocalyptic

i am not the newest kid
on the block
but WTF is
going on

disaster

just imagine what could happen
and be grateful for
what remains

hey

you aren't you
you know

ages

some things emerge inorganically
upsetting the environment

await

the new issue is the unpredictability
that envelopes everything
and you hold your breath

growth

nothing we combine could account
for the event where
time became a river
and space a product
of discovery

bolero

i stop responding to what
are infantile remarks
what can be said
after the Bolero

who

to even know me
what is that
am i anything

love

what i am at heart is a very mean person
i need to work diligently on becoming so
much kinder

suffering

tom had been writing poetry on facebook and finally decided to call it a day.  the matter of the lost children didn't end there were plenty of reddit accounts to check. the proline2 prog he wrote automatically brought up the major trends and points. what could be enix6iged was endless the Vr revolution as in full swing down to the unspeakable and to the essential. what didn't change was the loss of life and suffering in everything that changed

walls

becoming real
the background
fades 

fortunate

you imagine
what you had
and now its gone
the dream lingers

clear

your being has no place
to be
clear the way

awoke

what existed inside is
now loose outside
and you are finally
free

mind

it controls you
with the memories
you live inside 

foregone

there is no reason
to expect a deliverance
we are marooned
on madness point

confusion

what i am is
not what i
thought i was

prepare

the emergence of evil seems
to be trumps message

victory

more arms throwing
wins the battle

nope

we are normal though most
of our lives we
thought we were not

politico

i hadn't imagined a
spoken language so devoid
of love

truth

the union of truth and love
exists universally
but not always homogeneously 

fake

no one apologizes
it's all fake

been there

reverting to normal
how's it going

memories

i awaken first one morning
the glad eyed one
so happy summer had come

dream

dream what you want to dream
there isn't anything else

universal

letting go is the only
answer to any question

anxiety

has any thing changed
lately
your sense of control

change

nothing minimal
excites me anymore
it has to be something

here

to not be militant we are all
lost in the world
where we are we
are not

whine

my machine struggles here
this incline of life where
everything increases

thanks

what i am you are
we become alike

allowing

can normal be our love
we want everyone to share
this is the reason to be

postulate

nothing you do
accumulates
within me
we are the result
of nothing

attempt

denial i confess
is the best i
can do

apocalypse

this imaginary life that feels
so real
kills everyone

sure

instead of love
what would you like

mother

everything i do she knows
for her all things are done

pure

my every imagination
you become
lovingly

bitten

awoken to find
you gone
again

union

your nature my sickness
healing
love to give back

post apologistic

this immediacy of being
together forever
without end
frightening

could use some help

you are everything
with the long
winter coming

folly

my mindlessness forgives
nothing between anything
i can imagine

hate-ism

none are allowed sanction
forbidden for
who we are

shakti

miracles in everything erupting
emerging
life giving loving

fantasy

what became is
less imagined
than truth

wait

what i must not know about you
is already in me
so let everything
be
and love will find you

present darkness

i examine truth from every side
it presents
the rest is darkness

world

all my love back to everyone
tonight
this world
is made for love

i am what

it's incomprehensible
what i am 
to you

be

i don't make up stories
i just become the
energy needed

life choices

what you do
to let me live
with your approval
it's important
to me

acheivement

you become unknown
through perseverance
now you are forgotten

pretending to be you

my only thought
is for you 
as i slip
into the mystic

truths

you cannot escape your
fate but tomorrow
awakes regardless

outcomes

what we know is life
and when we examine
our choices

all

you give to me the sweetest
love i have
ever known

let go

your agreement
changes the world
you let your heart
give

knowing

is anything unknown
known to me
are we children forsaken
alive nonetheless

together

your outside
i'm outside
we can be together

my love

the whole loving each other and missing us
and just wanting to be together

filiing

when you came to me 
i was invisible
without you

divine

we are divine
there is no other
forget the past

defenses

the cavalry of your
infantry of self
cannot stand

depth

none can know 
without testing
the water themselves

path lessons

the seventh ascension
is the first

elimination

evolution left
some behind
sad

imagine

who you are is
not what you are
this star shining

growth

generation is
spontaneous

prevail

the importance of Vishnu
the sustainer
life is woefully
short

outcome

one moment 
alive
the rest
destruction

vails

the unessential mind
prevails through
trickery

friend

your outside
i'm outside
we can be together

my love

the whole loving each other and missing us
and just wanting to be together

addicted

when you came to me 
i was invisible
without you

now

we are divine
there is no other
forget the past

alamo

the cavalry of your
infantry of self
cannot stand

gone

i am away with
nothing left
between me

be done

nothing remains to do
the absolute already
fills you

this life

it is the holy journey
that changes you

teaching

to be free of desire and need
let go what is
and find another way

change

no restrictions 
can change 
anything

i forget

you met me
we were
pleasant
what did you want

not be

no one is here
there is no here for one
to be

what we are

to be unquorious
is not natural
don't you want to know

your next broadcast

has anything come back
are we live
this is emergency broadcast
to anyone that can hear my voice
be safe right now
check for light or some illumination

timing

everything is adjusting
to cadences

evolve now

can i propose to you
the awakening of my
twenty first century life

for you

whatever i
envision
i write

function

is a differential equation
possible

love

to know what everyone has done
to allow me to be
so free
thank you
forever

fear

what is normal
now is a
bad idea

look

are the light i see the
best of me before
i can't anymore

hmmm

nothing
i imagine
would be the same

woods

i don't know if you
have ever hiked
to a bad spot

query

question is love
a rhetorical
emotion

gone

my light shines
without
me

change

what hasn't meant anything
now means something
i think that's progress

meaning

what i meant to do
was help
everyone

sadness

my finding this
in me is
what we are

forget

my sincerest apologies
i just got lost
in the details

alluding to

the two dimensional nature
of existence is superseded
by the prospect of time
enlarging everything

not likely

if you could express yourself
would you say
what i say
yeah

dylan

no one leaves anything out
for me
i have no direction
home

say

to say what means what
you wanted to say
is this it
i feel pain and love

nature

nothing remains of your
nature
you gave up
this is the end

enslaved

this is the vigilance
before the decadence
before the liberation 
of all desire

drowning

when the moment arose 
you were recommending 
we swim to safety
the waves rose to 30 feet

facts

you were disturbed by
the news and
i told you
nothing happens

end

nothing will remain
and no one will 
know

tear away

the pain is your life
letting go of
you

be

to be is 
always
better

identity

we are the final
reason
we exist

reflect

what happens in this world is not both
addicted by
my selves
reflecting

avoid

what happens when 
life is the reason to live
not the avoidance
we've become

hold

what you are
i am not
alone
with you

prepare

nothing i encounter
prepares me for
love like this

post perfect

perfection lacks
definition
but many try

spoken

nothing i do matters
the divine controls all
what is my role is 
who i am

being with

my being envelopes
this second chance to find
love

lockbox

is possibility suspect
even when guaranteed

to know

what is love 
the end of self driven emotion
surrendered to a 
higher being

precog

i imagine the tragedy
before it happens
and feel the guilt
of knowing

post patrol

accomplishments aplenty
today a common task
yet none respond

sky rocket

wonder what went so right
for a change
my life is 
skyrocketing

you kiddin' me

can anyone talk to me
is the end of eternity
even possible

U2

what happens to me
is the mystery 
i await

openupiem

the universe widens without
moving we are
an illusion within

react

i don't emotionally identify
with peoples reactions
but many folk do

forget

i remember the numbers
i used to remember

providence

is there a providence
denied or
a simple request 
refused

other

your existence depends 
on others
find your life near

become

who we are becomes 
the meaning and 
not the problem

family

this life is not mentioned
anywhere except
in my family

thank

what the wonder did
you created for everyone
thank you so much

wonder

what the wonder did
you created for everyone
thank you so much

end

what is love 
the end of self driven emotion
surrendered to a 
higher being