this timeless eternity

this timeless eternity, sky so wide and clouds without end, in such worlds we exist that none can fathom what worthiness or surrender is present to allow our existence. every heartbeat, love each breath life, all thought stilled and empty. mountains green and giant pillar the heavens and sweep down in torrents of pine and sage and stone. my soul soars to the world and whatever comes from this playground of creation. everything each drop of existence is love unfolding and filling, creating paradise without end. all is for the delight of my being, the awakening of the spirit within to fly forth and become the most treasured lover of existence, enjoyer of beauty in the smallest and greatest of designs. my love is matched only by infinity and never ends as i connect unending to the universe within and without, instantly and eternally one, bursting with gratitude and wonder, tears falling in the raindrops of bliss, rivers of ananda, oceans of love spreading everywhere, and even unto the stars alight and alive and touching me with untold radiance and filling each cell with unknown energies creating and completing in me the universe i am and am always becoming. this slumbering force has no end and i ride its beating heart across the night sky faster than light can follow and into a darkness so complete there is no need for seeing. without sound the silence is full and the soul joins the forces of the endless creation in the unending well of beingless vastness. i collapse with the end of myself and empty all i was into all that was not and in that moment now becomes forever.